Yichun

Who is the man I see
Where I'm supposed to be?
I lost my heart, I buried it too deep
Under the iron sea

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall

Lines ever more unclear
Not sure I'm even here
The more I look the more I think that I'm
Starting to disappear

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Oh, crystal ball, hear my song
I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong
So put me where I belong

I don't where I am
And I don't really care
I look myself in eye
There's no-one there
I fall upon the earth
I call upon the air
But all I get is the same old vacant stare

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Oh, crystal ball, hear my song
I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong
So put me where I belong

quite a meaningful song yeah?

these few days have been thinking alot about my actions and behaviour. a period of self reflection or self discovery i suppose...haha :)

however, i could not figure out what is the problem with me. the only thing is probably i always have very little confidence in myself

so other than that...i would just be myself i guess! :)

people change but how can i change accordingly?

shall end this post with a very old photograph of my aunt's wedding which i saw on her blog. that was me about ten years ago i think. haha.















still remembered vividly that shortly after i did an indiscriminate act by digging my nose and the whole process was caught on tape by the camera man who was filming a video record of the entire wedding day. LOL.

hey hope all my friends who are plagued with problems would get over them soon...it is the holidays afterall! ;)